Has he lost interest

[Trippingslippingx1]

Made friends with a guy last summer
He works same field as me
Friends until January when he admitted he liked me and asked me out - he organised a second date before we even went out on first date

He admitted he wants to go slow
He is 38/M I am 35/F
Both never married and no children

Been about two months now of weekly meetups - various activities - Not staying over or sex yet but he is very warm and intimate when we are together. My choice as I have been rushed into sex in the past with disaster zone all over it. It is a strong boundary of mines that I do not have sex or start staying over until we are in a relationship.

He has gone on a three week break back to his home country

I texted him a bit in the airport - no news since he landed over there and he did not respond to my last text whilst he was in the airport. That was on Monday

I am now freaking out I have not heard from him. Check plane landed safely 😂

I am trying to follow his lead by going slow and he knows I do want a long term relationship - he also wants long term relationship and also said he will be speaking to his parents about being in a relationship with a woman from the UK whilst over there

I am PMS at present and feel I am going crazy checking my phone 😂 please someone tell me to stop being mental or other

I personally hate when people do this as it only takes a few seconds to send a text, even if its just to say he got there ok but many people do go off the radar a bit when they're away / catching up with family / working etc. Give him a few more days and maybe just send a brief text saying you hope he's having a good time. After that I'd leave the ball in his court

He probably has changed his sim to one for his country.

i'D disconnect from this.

Even if he wants to ''go slow'' and that sounds reasonable but.......... he has swapped phones and not mentioned it which seems more than going slow, it seems like a distancing move.