Starting to struggle with my mum. Slowly turning into hate?

[Vickyrrrrr]

Okay so I'm 23 and I already have one child from a abusive relationship. I moved back home and have currently been seeing my boyfriend for around a year. I found out I was pregnant just before Christmas and all I have herd from my mum is when is the abortion booked. I understand my situation isn't ideal but I really don't think I can go through with the abortion.

Anyway today I was sat doing my uni work whilst my mum comes in and asks that I am getting the abortion and I won't spring any suprises on her as she would never be able to handle it.

Am I being unfair to think this isn't her place. My boyfriend has money so that isn't a issue and I already am a mum so it's not that my life will change I will literally just have to move out.

Please can I have some help I feel so frightened and alone and she only speaks to me about the abortions

Your boyfriend ‘has money’ and ‘wants the baby’ but isn’t housing you and already makes you feel unheard. Can’t think why your mum isn’t keen.

You are living under her roof and she's helped you out with your first child, you have got pregnant again (antibiotics are not an excuse, it says on the packet take extra precautions!) you barely know the man. If you want to prove you can make good decisions you need to move out and prove yourself? Is this really the time to bring another unplanned child into the world? You are young, why not wait until you have finished your degree and have a career to support your existing child