Currently im self isolating with covid. Partner was with me when i tested positive and he should of technically stayed with me self isolating as he is unvaccinated. Instead he goes to work fair against my advice that he should be working from home anyway as he can and is a coivd contact. He works 7.30-10pm the next two days and then travels hoke the third day to his own family and he has his daughter now so fair enough (doesnt mean i think this is right as i said unvaccinated shouldnt of travelled anywhere but that is not my point here). I should add my partner and toddler had covid about 2 months ago, he ended up really ill and eventually in hospital, i was pretty much his personal nurse running after him buying him things, he lay in my bed for a week and i brought him up meals, hot water botles etc.
Meanwhile I now covid and have been really struggling looking after my toddler. He cant go to his dads as he also has covid. Toddler is negative and doesnt need to self isolate as under 18. I think i have just been struggling in general with the fatigue of the covid, trying to entertain a 2 year old, its been raining and snowing heavily so cant take him out in the garden not that theres anything to do out there anyway. I feel so tired, weak, headache and yet im up cooking, cleaning when i can, trying to look after my child and i feel like mentally and physically im struggling. He messages me today saying why dont u get a taxi into town sure and take him out for the day (i dont drive). I was lost for words. For some reason i found this really insensitive and stupid obviously i said i have covid, do u want me to go spreading it everywhere. Why didnt i think of telling u to just go into town sure when u werent well. He then says dont be mardy u know im always thinking about you. Im sorry but the way i feel currently sending ur thoughts are no good to me i feel like i need sleep, i keep breaking down crying as i feel like i cant cope with my own child now he doesnt understand im not well and little things drain me. He then says il call u later when u get ur head out of the woods.
All i wanted is a bit more support his side. I lifted and laid him for over a week bought him everything going vitamins, dinners etc i even bought him in takeaway the 2 nights he worked til past 10 as i was too tired to cook and knew hed be hungry. I dont know what u expect or how he can help but it would of been nice to have had a bit more support. He could of offered to stay i could of rested even if hed of ordered in food or something to help idk. Am i just emotionally and physically wrecked with covid and being too hard on him?