I need help

[ainny1]

I honestly dont know what to do where to start from, dp was screaming in my face pushing me around while i was holding my ds. He even made me punch my self forcing my hand towards my face.
We have a house were both 50 owners of the house hes always tellling me to get out of the house and that his not going to pay bills anymore and i should go back where i came from
My son was traumatised he wouldnt go anywhere next to him and was crying his eyes out so i packed a bag and left the house i jumped into my car and had a good cry forgeting my son was in the car and when i looked back at him he was staring at me with a sad face
I dont know what to do how do i leave this relationship
I need to get out for my sons sake
My dp lost his dad in august and his been like this since I understand its hard but am not a punching bag for him to punch me around am so tired

You call a trusted friend or family member to find a bed for yourself and dc tonight.

Call women's aid, they are phenomenal at these situations and will give practical advice and assistance.

Walking away from an abusive person is the best thing to do for your dc, it will be difficult but keep going. Help and support is there for you.

You walk away with your son, and you stay away. You both deserve to be safe and not to live in fear.

Please seek help from people IRL and keep talking on here if it helps.

He is a violent man and he losing his dad is no reason or excuse for abusing you. His actions are about power and control and he is angry because he is abusive.

If you have not already done so I would contact the police and log this assault of you and in turn your son with them. Your injuries need to be documented. You also need to speak with Womens Aid as a matter of urgency.