Hello you lovely ladies, just a question to see if anyone else thinks this is a guy thing or if its disrespectful. Just a bit of a back story, my partner and i have been together for nearly 2 years. We have an amazing relationship together and he has a fantastic bond with my 2 children from a previous relationship. He is the best man I've met, we met each other when we were 16 but were just friends. He had a girlfriend, i had a boyfriend, both idiots but anyway it took me 6 years to get away from my abusive ex and he has since moved miles away from me and the kids so my boyfriend has basically took them on as his own. My boyfriend hasn't been with anyone else besides his ex girlfriend who treated him like crap and she also had a baby with another man that my boyfriend ended up stepping up for too but they split up because she cheated. Both exs are out the picture and everything is perfect, the kids and i are happy and my boyfriend and i are trying to conceive our own baby. I had a chemical pregnancy last week but that's just brought us closer. Anyway a few weeks ago my boyfriend was showing me a video on his instagram and he went to his search bar and i couldn't help notice his search history. He was looking at loads of pretty girl, models, the type with barely any clothes on, fake boobs, fillers and super skinny. If I'm honest my heart sank. We talk about everything openly and hide nothing from each other so i questioned him. He was reassuring me that he loves me for me he has no interest in any other woman he must have clicked on it by mistake but I'm not convinced. I don't know if I'm being silly but i got upset because I'm the complete opposite. I'm curvy and have small boobs and i struggle with my confidence. I said to him are you sure I'm enough because i don't feel like i am. Why does he feel the need to look at other girls when he said that's not what he was into. Is it just a guy thing?? I'm struggling to understand as i have no interest at looking up other males.