On Christmas Eve my ex boyfriends dad messaged me we split up over 2 years ago, I was shocked that he did, was just wishing me a merry Xmas and that he thinks of me from time to time, this has taken me back to how happy I used to be and how not myself I am now, I have a 12 week old ds who I adore my partner I love but a lot needs to change for me to be happy like I used to be, I don't know what my post is about but just feel I need to offload