Hi everyone,
Really hoping, well praying some advice can help me make the right decision.
I’ve been in a relationship for quite a few years now, very up and down and some huge milestones have been made. Like the 3 beautiful children and a big move away from our home town. However things have been increasingly worse the past couple of years. DA mentally has been huge factor, controlling, manipulation, power plays, aggression, bullying…I could go on.
I’ve put up with it because I always thought it was a part of him that suffered as child that made this way so felt compassion towards him and accepted parts.
But this last year things have been so tough, I can barely cope and now on top of it I have found out I’m pregnant. I’ve wanted to leave the relationship for months but basically been a coward not too and now well now I’m trapped. I don’t want to bring another baby in to this, I can’t!! I’ve thought about the option and I don’t think I can go through with that.
I’m so sorry for rambling on, basically I’m struggling with is it worth hoping things get better this time and pushing through it. Or am I failing this family by leaving but doing what’s right in my head and heart?