I've been with my partner for 13 years with 2 children.
She has emotionally controlled me, belittled me, made me feel guilty for seeing my family (that she dislikes), there's been emotional blackmail. I've begun to resent her.
I feel so unhappy but I feel she's broken me. I've wanted to end things for a long time, but I haven't had the strength, courage or guts to do it.
I've fell into a depression. My head is all over the place. She always tells me she loves me, so I feel guilty for feeling like how I do.
I feel guilty for hurting her if I tell her how I really feel. Maybe a part of me is scared too.
Just at an all-time low :(