Mind is mush. Where and how do I start?

[Blancmangecushion]

I have been going round and round and round in circles in my mind trying to figure out how I can end my marriage. (3 kids) I have gone from the "do I really want to?" stage stage some years ago to the "yes, but HOW?" stage and have been stuck here for so long. I just don't know where to start.
With the complications of kids, house, and several other factors that add complications (e.g. H does not really want to live in this country, so what will happen if he emigrates?) today I have just broken down in tears and cried for hours. I feel weak and stupid and helpless. I have no idea where to turn. I need some help. Where do I go? Do I need a counsellor or a solicitor? What is the first step?

Find a solicitor who does family law and discuss the whole situation with them. Many will do the initial meeting without charge in hopes of getting you as a client.

I'm sorry you're going through this.

Can you talk to someone in real life or tell us on here so maybe we can understand your situation a bit more & hopefully talk you through it all?