i feel like a love sick teenager and just want to cry

[feelsostupid]

which makes me feel utterly pathetic.

im a name changer obviously.

basicly went out with the girls a few weeks back and met a guy who was down here working. gave him my number.

he rang last week and i was thrilled. we went out a couple of times last week and text and called all through each day.

he went home at the weekend ( not that far, about hour and a half drive)
and said he would call me.

i've heard nothing from him.

part of me can't wait till tomorrow so that he will be back down as he might ring me then, but the other half just feels used as i am obviously just another girl in another town.

have i been single so long i have lost all self respect?
i feel so utterly pathetic i couldn't possibly give my "real" name.

Oh don't feel so bad; you didn't do anything wrong.

I have been single for 5 yrs. I got stood up at the weekend and it was teh second time from the same bloke - I gave him the first on benefit of doubt thing.

We haven't done anything wrong; they are the lying wankers ruining people's self respect at the drop of a hat.

Having said that - maybe something came up... Maybe, just maybe, he will call tomorrow and have the world's best reason for not calling this weekend?

Have a hug anyway - I know it's not done but I think you need one.

they're not, but i do so thank you.

it felt so nice to be this young desirable woman again rather than just miserable nagging mum.

i am not daft and know how men's minds work so i didn't expect anything at all at first btu then after a while it felt like more than just a fleeting moment iyswim.

i feel like such a child. i want to sit and sulk and stick my bottom lip out.