I had a minor operation but have been immobile as a result, its been the biggest eye opener of my life in terms of all my relationships. Ive been at home for 8 weeks apart from 2 trips to the hospital. Two of my friends didn't message for over 2 weeks after the op despite me messaging both of them recently on the day they had procedures. My work colleague who is also a friend has hurt me the most, She said good luck and she'd be in touch the next thing I heard via our work wattap her son had covid & she'd caught it. Then my son caught it so i messaged her but its always me that messaged. The other week there was a meeting and they phoned me to include me but to be honest i couldn't hear anything so i messaged her & said what did she think. She said she would try and call me that weekend but now its almost the end of the following weekend & nothing. I feel so hurt & angry, it changed how i feel about everyone 😪 i've been in perimeno & started hrt in june which helped low mood but i Litterally keep crying about everything ( i never cry,) i suffer from stress & worry but i just dont know what to do anymore I am so hurt & angry i want to cut everyone out but i know this will not be good either. I've decided the only way is up now but emotinally I'm battered & broken. Sorry for rant I just wanted to know if anyone has felt like this , how i can help myself. I know being stuck in my house all this time with no exercise hasn't helped me mentally.