I posted the other day about my behaviour towards my boyfriend. I’m struggling at the moment. Two years after no contact with ex in the next few weeks we back at court for child contact…he took me. I’ve been a bit unkind really to my boyfriend trying to deal with my emotions lately.
I was looking for some sound advice on how to deal with the way I feel. If my ex gets contact after two years absolutely nothing good will come from this, I don’t know how to settle my mind. We have been doing fine without him, he will try his best to get in there and destroy it all. I can’t bare the thought of our child who is 5 going to him, being left with him eventually whilst he works his toxic magic on her. I am over what he did to me, I can take that but not the thought of the damage he will do to her.
She is all I have left of our relationship that he hasn’t got hold of and destroyed. What can I tell myself?
I will be calling my gp for advice but I doubt I’ll get anything in place in the next few weeks that will help me.