Is this normal when I was the one that wanted to finish the relationship for years because of a lack of attraction so I finally did it but now I've come to the conclusion that I need to be with someone to feel truly happy??
So my lifestyle has changed quite a bit- I've gone from working part time to full time. I am now renting with 4 others whereas I was living in my partners house with his 3 children for 7 years - we were together for 8 and a half years. Initially, (although I was very upset because of having to finish things with him because he didn't want to) I relished the freedom and knowing that I could finally find a guy that I could be truly attracted to. However I've recently noticed over the last month that I can't wait for the weekends to come and because of a bad spell of online dating I just feel like I'm the type of person that needs to be with someone to feel truly happy. It doesn't help that I've gained half a stone as a result of becoming obsessed with food again after not being particularly bothered by it 3-4 months ago when I was slimmer. I feel like I'm in a limbo and that I've been blocking out how I've really felt about the breakup. No I don't want to go back to him but it is upsetting me that I'm not depressed but I'm not happy either. I do have a small circle of friends and I have grown very friendly with my landlord who I moved in with 6 months ago but she is very nosy and she does ask too many questions about my dating. However she actually is the only thing I look forward to when I come home from work and I am also blessed that I get on great with my work colleagues too. Although I have noticed this week that I may be starting to get annoyed easily in work and I was a bit snappy with the other tenant in the house who is nice but I just find him annoying at times as he gets on with my landlord but he is just a bit of a sick up which is annoying me lately. I just really want to know is is this normal that I'm feeling this way? 1.Unattractive 2. Feeling like I can't attract guys that I originally felt would be attracted to me but don't seem to be 3. Have I just been unlucky? 4. Is it normal to feel in a limbo during the week?