I have just found out that my husband cheated on me with multiple women last year when he was on holiday "to visit his family". He even brought a woman to the UK back with him, stayed in London and Manchester in luxury hotels and then paid for her flight back home. We have separated earlier this year for other reasons besides the cheating (I wasn't aware of it then). He's been away for 4 months now and I'm in the marital home with DD.
I was completely fine throughout the separation. But, when I found out what he was up to whilst we were 'happily married' made me feel really shit. I also worked my ass off to help him with his business, not knowing that money he made he'd spend on other women. I really don't know how to cope with all of these emotions. I don't have a lot of family and friends, so really no one I can open up to about this.
How can I make myself feel better? I took DD to the soft play today, but was so sad and upset, I couldn't enjoy our time together.