Been with my oh for 3 years. We have 1 dd. Snd my 2 from previous marriage.
We live in his owned house and I feel like our relationship is based on convenience rather than love...
We sleep in separate rooms (because I snore and he hates it), I cook, clean etc and he pays the bills.
He avoids sex... I have to ask for it, he won't initiate or do anything to me.
Last night he said he's with me for my personality and not for my looks. He never has called me beautiful or compliments me . He says he's not the type of romantic man.
He drops hints about my weight and said he would be more attracted to me if I lost weight. (I do want to but struggle so much)
I've suffered bad anxiety for over a year and this hasn't helped.
Without him, financially I have nothing but he does nothing good for my self esteem.
I do love him, but feel like he's with me because it works as he has a clean tidy home and a daughter who he worships at home!
I have no friends to talk to due to my anxiety. I love him so much but this isn't going to last, I can feel it.
Do I wait it out, try to lose weight and see if our relationship improves, or walk away and rebuild my life and independence as a single mum of 3?...