My hubby doesnt need any of my company and he is involved in a lot of telly watching all the day long .if I ever go to his room he will say what do you need ? .Sex we have seldom sometimes .Now I feel so lonely in my marriage .I feel my self esteem has been crushed .I mean having a little chit chat for sometime and sharing your feelings with your partner is all someting I need .I dont need 24 by 7 of his time to be honest .What should I do ? He is a loving father and I don't want to break this marriage .