I ended my relationship for several reasons. I just feel so broken for our son. In my mind I know logically I don't want to go back to how things were but in my heart I want to fix everything and stop both of us hurting. Then there is the house to sell which we worked so hard for and our son who is the light in all of this. I feel heartbroken for him. He and I are no longer in our house and it breaks me that I've made us homeless and I feel selfish and guilty. Where is the fairy godmother when you need her!?! I just want everything to be magically better.