So.. a while ago i posted this insane thread about having a sexual feeling for someone i dont really know.
Recap, moved to new flat, saw a neighbour good few times going in and out, in the street etc.. never got my attention AT ALL, not my type, far from🤨. Was closing my window, he was on the phone just under my window and was having ago at someone/ arguing.. BAAM out of no where i was shaken, i dont even know or understand what is getting my attention exactly.
Few commented its called "thunderbolt" and clearly i was not the only one experiencing this odd sensation/situation.
Moving on to now, i dont see him quite often but when i do, i completely turn to someone else, i stumble, look awkward and can feel my knees go weak 😤 (against my own will i may add).
Something strange i noticed though, he never looks at me, never! Few times we would be literary brushing shoulders walking past each other and he would not as much as glance my way!
So i sensibly thought it means he is A) does not see me, not even had a nano second to think about me in anyway i have. B)did notice and making it clear he is not interested.
This also makes sense as we are strangers even if we see each other every other day. It also mean, i might have developed a crush on someone who i simply shouldn't.
Its wrong, i dont wanna obsess about this man, i dont wanna feel strange when i see him, i dont want to feel his presence and would like to get rid of this whatever i am feeling..
Weird thing is, he is NOT my type!!when i think why i feel like i want him i cant come with an answer.