Morning!
Bit early for this, granted. Sorry in advance 
I've recently met back up with a guy I went for a drink with before covid. He had been a bit flaky back then but I was so into him, he got away with mugging me off a bit. Such is life. I went NC with him in march this year and have thought about him every bloody day since. We didnt even have sex! Just months of chatting, pics, met for a drink / meal and had a kiss at the end, back in september 2020.
It took a while to move on, think I was in limerance. Then, 2 weeks ago, up he pops with 'hello stranger'. My resolve melted, months of healing out the window and I met up with him, more excited than a teenager on a first date.
To bed. First up, he said I'm going to be his "little slut". Maybe I could handle that if he was a demon in bed, buttttt, no. Then he threw me about..switching positions ...didnt know what was going on... looking back I think he was trying to stop himself cumming. Then ... to top it all off, baby carrot. Not a tiny penis but.... meh. Just a bit pale, not very big (could swallow whole, no gag reflex...not a chance!) and, well, disappointing.
He is now on at me for another date and I'm so torn. Shocking really as I have obsessed about this guy for a year. Not sure what to do.... is a smallish penis a deal breaker for you?? Can we be honest here.... it matters right? Or is it me being a shallow bitch!?!
And before we get the men on here freaking out, this is MUMS net. I'm asking the girls