Relationship is drawing to a close.
Haven't seen him for two weeks as I've been busy with work.
He calls every day, but hasn't said he's missed me or given any hint.
In past, I'd live with boyfriends who would look after me if i were going through a stressful or busy time at work, eg, cook nice meals, take me for walks etc I'd do the same in reverse
It's called supporting your partner
I couldn't live with current partner - he'd just cook himself frozen pizzas and expect me to sort my own food
He has shown no desire to see, not even to pop by for a quick drink, even though I was only 15mins away
It's the first weekend properly free since I've had since starting a new job two months ago and after a huge project that has gone successfully
Instead he wants today for himself, and he says we get to spend the day together tomorrow - after not seeing me for two weeks
He went out with a group of friends the other night
It's just so....shit
Yesterday I met up with my best friend who can't go without a week without seeing his girlfriend and always surprises her and makes her feel loved. He celebrated my work achievement with me.
My boyfriend? Nah there won't be anything like that
I know I need to end it
It's been a long time coming
It's just horrible being in a dead relationship
Shouldn't be like this after two years, should it?
I don't even think he realises there's anything wrong and it's just the way he is with everyone, including his family
I guess he's avoidant?
I'm so scared of starting over again, I'm late 30s, but I don't want to settle