When i started dating my now DH i quickly learned of his occasional watching of dirty movies (P**N), and it got to a point (not regular) that we both watched it together and it was quite exciting, but as time went on we stopped watching it and it wasn't missed, i knew he still watched it on his own and did the DIY job when i wasn't around and i would feel slight jelousnous (sp) but that would quickly go because i once asked why he did it and he said "not for the girls but the act that was taking place" (he is into les/bi), but 2 nights ago he was on his pc and i went over to him (as is usual to get his cup and a kiss) and saw he had got a file load of movies and sexy pics of girls, as soon as he realised i could see it he closed the file (i don't know whether that was embarasment), i have never really been bothered in knowing he does the DIY, but last night i had gone to bed and he didn't follow, i fell asleep, he came to bed an hour later and i pretended to be asleep (he woke me up when shutting the downstairs door), he came into the room took one look at the bed and went back down and didn't come to bed till 4 this morn, i have caught him in the act before when he didn't realise i had come down stairs and he ran to the bathroom (with wood) and sat on the toilet pretending it never happend but i just thought it was hilarious till he tried to hide it and then i just got angry, my problem is the way i feel now, it has taken me by suprise, when i look at him or he calls me sweets or love ext i feel kind of discusted maybe like when you find out your partner has cheated and it's not normal for me as i have been kinda cool about the whole thing, i was just wondering if anyone had any advice, i don't feel as though im as sexy as i used to be but i don't think insecurity is the issue, it's almost like when i get a feeling for perverts and i don't like it one bit.