We go back a long way (28 years) Broke up, he married and I was in a relationship too, saw each (2011)..He was leaving his wife so we got together, he was working nights at a hotel and just a year in I found out he was cheating with a colleague younger than him..We split for 9 months then got back ,he ended with her as they weren't on the same page, now the trust had gone but the love was still there.. We kept arguing and split again, but carried on talking as friends but stupidly ended up fwbenefits, anyway 2 months ago we went our separate ways again..(his decision again) and he said we need distance but he calls when he feels like it ,I don't bother..He still lives with his mum and drinks every day..He said some horrible stuff and now says he's doing better without me...Says he's not met anyone..Not sure about that..My point is I don't think I can keep him in my life..Can we be friends after every thing that's happened...