So I'm 22 and I'm very lonely. A few months ago I ended a relationship as it wasn't mentally good for me (he had emotionally abusive tendancies) I have one meaningful friendship but that friend is away for university and it's costly to travel there. I did have some other friends but we've all drifted. one of them has kids now and she moved away (also costly to travel there and she's very busy) and I only hear from the other two if I make contact first which makes me feel low. I recently cut off another "friend" as he was just keeping me around for convenience (only wanted to hang out if he wanted something or only texting me if he wanted something). I'm an only child as well and it's just me and my mom. I don't see much of my mom as she's always working, she has her own relationship so she's busy with her bf too. My cousins all have their own lives with boyfriends/girlfriends and kids and we've drifted apart. I go to see my nan once a week and as much as I love her it can get mentally exhausting as she's always talking about someone whose died/sick or something. I've spent this entire summer alone. I generally do enjoy my own company but I'm at a point where I'm sick of doing anything and everything alone, it would be amazing to have someone to share my life with whether it be platonic or romantic (I never have luck with dating so I'm a bit unsure about relationships tbh).
Can anyone else relate?
This post doesn't have much structure, my apologies