Little bit of background - been together 17 years married for 7, mortgaged home, 2 children aged 5 and 3, dog. Both work full time.
Lately I've been feeling we are more like brother and sister than husband and wife. Sex life is pretty non existent he initiates it but I either put him off or feel like I'm just going through the motions and I'm not that into it. I enjoy self pleasure just feel yuk with him. I miss sex.
I'm no longer attracted to him and generally as a person I think he is a bit spoiled and selfish. Also can be a bit controlling.
I can't pin point what has caused this change but its been like it for a few years. Put a lot down to PND and thought the house was too small after having 2nd child, we moved to a bigger home, wasn't exactly on same page with some of the renovation.
I've told him I'm not happy, he wants to work through it, says he thought we were forever and want our children to grow up with parents who are together. He's in love with me and still attracted to me so saying I'm unattracted to you just seems hurtful, so I've not told him that.
He has tried to change and has really pulled his weight around the house and does more with DC but I'm still unhappy.
If he touches me I feel my skin crawl, when I receive a text my eyes roll and I have a what do you want feeling. All the passion and excitement feelings are long gone.
I sometimes find myself delaying going home from work.
I've tried sparking some passion back up, going on dates, having more family days out, more action in the bedroom but it hasn't altered anything. I went away for a few days with DC to visit family and I didn't miss him.
So my question is when you have the ick is it ever possible to move past it or when it happens is it a sign the relationship done?
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Is it ever possible to move past having the ick?
AmIoverbeingmarried · 18/09/2021 08:13
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