Lately I've been wondering if there is any point to me trying to keep my relationship afloat with my partner. His family have said and done some hurtful things and as a result my relationship with them doesnt feel the same to me. I dont really want to bother with his family or any family events. I feel like his family only bother with my dc and not me. My partner has also done some pretty horrible things and since they have all accumulated ontop of each other I'm finding it hard to forgive and move on.
I wake up and hate my life. I hate the choices I've made. The only thing I love is my baby. This wasnt what I wanted for myself. This relationship brings out a horrible side to my dp and has made me feel like I'm too stuck up of a person as I dont meet all my dps or his families needs.
Were meant to be getting our own place with dc but I just dont know if there is any point and this is all a dead end being dragged along.