It’s been 2 and a half weeks since my 5 year relationship ended (24f and 24m).
I can’t stop romanticising my ex and his life. He was funny, we were sexually compatible, attracted to each other, he has a really well paid job, just got a house, his family were so lovely, he had a holiday home, loads of friends, good at cooking, could drive etc..
Then I compare it to my life. I’m living at home, got a job I hate at half the salary of his, haven’t got many friends, feel so unattractive.
I feel like I will never find someone as good as him and I keep thinking maybe one of the reasons is because he wants someone as rich/posh as himself and I just wasn’t it. My hearts hurting and I don’t know how to make it stop.