My kids have been with thier dad today n came home telling me stuff I didn't wanna hear 🙄dad took us to a girls house, dad's been to beach n Brough us gifts back 🙄this just got me so down, Bit of background was with my ex for 6yrs known him longer, we have 2 kids together, I broke up with him after years n years of verbal abuse with lashing out here and there, he was just so vile to me n still is, he was a heavy drinker always has been, he was worse after we broke up was a useless dad for thenext year, then he stopped drinking...... Manged to make twins with someone he was sleeping with in his drunk stage.
All while claiming he loves us wants his family back etc etc, I've spend the last 2years ignoring all the threats, abuse, the love bombing just speaking about the children, but for some reason he's got to me tonight. He's running his own business which he started after lockdown is doing good,( he worked when we was together but everything went on drink,) sounds like he is now with someone else, his life is coning on while mine is the same.... Everyone knows him thinks he's great n doing so well n yet I still get the abuse I still get the threats of him just sucks, most ppl say your better of without him but how comes it seems he's better of without me?
I'm so confused has I would never get back with him but I feel so worthless tonight