Suffering I need a day

[flower2345]

Hi, my life is in a mess. I'm servilely depressed. Seeing a counsellor.
My marriage has broke down but we are having to live together.
I need a night or two away on my own.

I feel guilty on my kids tho.
Does it make me a bad parent if I sit in a a hotel and cry for the night.

I'm so sorry to hear you are struggling. It's good that you are speaking to a counsellor and should tell them how you are feeling. As long as the kids are being looked after and your ex is happy to take care of them then you shouldn't feel guilty about wanting some alone time. Please don't sit there and cry on your own though, take it as an opportunity to look after yourself- take a walk somewhere new, visit a museum, something.
I wish you all the best and hope you are ok x