I have to stay with my ex and I still feel for him. He broke my trust and I don't know what to do. We have talked about things today; he won't be responsible for what he's done. He wants me to accept that he was wrong and stop trying to push him for more.
I told him about the pregnancy and that I've decided that I can do that on my own. It is fair that he's not responsible for that, as it was a different dad. He wants an abortion, says it's ridiculous that I expeect him to raise children that aren't his. But my son isn't his child anyway.
He told me that he is ready to commit and try again, but not without his terms. I told him that I am happy to be alone, as he won't listen to me. I can do this on my own; my children are more important.
I acknowledge that this was unlikely to work and that there's too much drama with men.
Sorry that this is very boring. I needed to vent.