Me and my partner had a big argument and I've told him I don't want to be with him. I won't go into the ins and outs. I don't want to lose him but he needs to change his behaviour and so do I this is happening more and more. I don't know whats for the best at the moment but I know if I message him or try make it up to him its basically me saying that I was completely in the wrong but it was both of us and ill end up apologising as usual. Were renovating a house together and we have invested so much into that and each other.
The stupidest thing now would be to message him but I can't eat or sleep or think straight. I have to be up in 6 hours and its just playing with my head he should be sleeping next to me cuddled up not at his parents but it was a horrible argument and a lot of nasty things were said. I NEED some time to think about whether this is right or not Please help me turn off.