It has only been 2 days since we've broken up and I miss him so much. We've been together close to 4 years. I can't help but feel totally heartbroken even though the relationship wasn't working. He was incredibly lazy around the house and messaged other girls so it is the right thing that it's over. He is still about for our children (1 DD 5yo that I had from a previous relationship but he took her on as his own and DS who is 3 weeks old). We still live together and he wants to pretend to be together for the children.
I live 150 miles away from family and all of the people I was close with, I've also lost touch with most of them. So I got no one to turn to.
We are still seeing allot of each other and it's making it so much worse. I've had a slip up while trying to do the co-parenting thing and begged him to try and fix our relationship. He said he doesn't want anything to do with me and that he doesn't love me anymore, he's just there for the kids. It has messed me up so much more.
This whole situation is making it hard for me to enjoy spending time with my newborn. Could really do with some advice on how to get through this.