It’s been 2.5 years since leaving my abusive husband. I’m so bloody exhausted with my recovery at the moment. Did anyone else get like this?
I’ve been a single parent for 2 years with H having no contact. I’m trying to heal myself and I have no time for myself it’s starting to come out with irritability. I’m trying to work and find childcare all the time and it’s exhausting. Dealing with my emotions is extremely exhausting. Remembering what it’s like to be human, trying to figure myself out again is hard. Dealing with my 5 year old who is hard work, extremely stubborn and has a lot of attitude for someone so small is proving hard.
Basically at the moment everything is hard and I have chronic fatigue which has been hard these last few months.
It’s hard having to deal with the fall out of the abuse all the time. I get to a point where I just numb out from everything which I don’t like either. God I hope it gets better.