I have felt lonely for a number of years, my husband is socially distant. We have very little intimacy and he shows me very little affection.
We have two children, I have discussed this so many times and tried to improve my home life. At the beginning of the year I made the decision to leave. I was expecting to move this week but unfortunately my plans had been delayed due to the rental and previous tenants.
The problem I currently have is I had prepared myself emotionally for this move. Worrying about my children, my STBXH and just the huge changes coming our way. It now feel amicable but it has taken many disagreements to get to this stage.
I am so ready to move, we have been living in the same property since the decision was made for nearly a year now. I feel absolutely emotionally drained! I feel I am very snappy at completely the wrong people to the point I feel a little unreasonable with excellent friends, which is completely out of character for me.
Thanks for reading, can someone please confirm I will feel so much better when I am more settled and get my normal / happy go lucky / easy going self back