He’s blocked me and gone back to his ex for the second time. The first time involved moving out, a suicide attempt, and it’s been 6 months since then.
He begged for another chance after they broke up and I stupidly let him although was conscious of what happened and what he might do again. In fact, I knew he would do it. But it hurts still.
Before I got back with him I got pregnant by someone I could’ve maybe tried with, I got an abortion because I wanted to be with my ex and he was offering me the chance for that.
I’m so tired of never being enough. I sound like a pathetic teenager but I feel this right in the pit of my stomach, I’m too scared to start crying Or I’ll never stop.