Please help, boyfriend cheated

[CirqueDeMorgue]

Just found out tonight and I feel suicidal, no friends are awake

I hope you’re ok OP x

I've showered which felt impossible at one point today so that's something. I can't eat I just feel sick so hopefully I'll lose a few pounds too. I'm trying to think of the positives. It was a volatile relationship but I've never been with someone who seemed so into me so I'm confused as hell.

What happened @CirqueDeMorgue ?

I saw messages. I didn't have to 'snoop' I knew he was lying so I was persistent and he finally showed me when he was drunk.

@CirqueDeMorgue my ex cheated on me numerous times and it was such an awful time. Are you still in contact with him?

@CirqueDeMorgue how awful I'm so sorry. Like the others here I remember the feeling. Please keep repeating the mantra 'this feeling will pass'. It does, like everything else!

Take some time for yourself, meet up with people who make you feel good, take some walks and watch movies. It will get better.

And when you feel more human again reflect on your relationship. Imo the good ones aren't the guys who are volatile, claim to be mad into you and then cheat. They really really aren't. It might seem exciting and addictive but its very bad for you.

So sorry to read this @CirqueDeMorgue. I know that empty pain in your chest feeling. Every breath hurts. I promise you will feel happy again one day and you will be able to see him for what he is. Look after yourself the same way you’d look after a friend who was going through this. Be kind to yourself, try to do one positive thing for yourself each day 💐💐💐

Sorry you are feeling like this. It’s a rocky road and you will get there in time. Surround yourself with supportive people if you can. Take one day at a time and try to do things that build you back up/boost self esteem. The range of emotions initially are so painful but eventually you hopefully will ride it out. If you really feel you can’t cope, see the GP and explore some treatment possiblities

I'm not in contact with him, I've blocked him, I think he'll find a way to get in touch. Thanks so much for the support, it's made me cry but in a better way.