hi, feeling very vulnerable right now, im on citalopram and have suffered with anxiety and depression for years, i have 3 kids and had post natal depression with the younger 2. so to get to the point, not long after having my 3rd child my husband had a Facebook account, then he opened a new one which he said was for weed groups only (yes he smokes weed which I dont have an issue with) then i sent a friend request on that account and he told me it was just for weed and he didnt want any family on there, so a few months later i had a look at his friends list and although there was weed accounts, there was also girls, some had a naked profile pic with cannabis leafs on the private parts, but the worst was yet to come when i discovered a girl that had caused trouble between us years ago (she kept coming onto him through texts etc, she doesnt live near us) when i confronted him he still said it was for weed, and at first couldnt see why i was hurt, he deleted her and then sent me a friend request, which by that point i didnt want. we eventually moved on from it although it still hurts me now. so to the present day, a few months ago he opened an Instagram account saying it was for weed, i was nervous deep down but even if it wasn't for weed i understand his right to have social media, but then yesterday i saw again lots of girls he had followed with half naked and provocative pics, i am heartbroken and told him and thought i was quite reasonable and explained calmly how it makes me feel, he deleted his account even though i begged him not too as i dont want to control his life like that, i just wanted to understand why he feels the need to do it, we have a good sex life and i do anything he wants to do, i even tell him to wake me at night if he wants sex and he does, so hes not deprived. im so hurt, i know i probably sound pathetic and honestly i feel it, im open to criticism and please be honest but try and be gentle with me. tia