Previously posted about this but things have turned a little.
So I was in 10 yr relationship with DDs dad, left 2 and a half years ago as the relationship was turbulent and emotionally abusive and felt it was best to have 2 parents separated and sane for my DD growing up.
We spent DDs birthday together last year, Christmas and we take DD horse riding together one day at the weekend and normally grab lunch after it. He told me at the weekend that he has feelings for me so he cant do the whole family thing with us anymore.
I didnt think that I had feelings for him but I am really devastated that I can no longer spend time with him. I dont know why I'm feeling like this. I really struggle to talk about this in real life as feel a bit embarrassed.
Has anybody experienced this before? Or can offer some advice