I found out my partner was cheating on me since I was 7 weeks pregnant and only found out when my daughter was 4 months old. He hadn’t had any intercourse, he sent pictures to girls via Snapchat and flirted with a coworker that I knew from school. He said i acted as if I didn’t love him and barely showed him affection, I’ve never been an affectionate person, it’s just not who I am. We’ve been on and off since then and I honestly do love him, but it felt like a kick in the teeth. I found out I’m pregnant again with my second when my daughter was 6 months ( He’s the daddy) but it’s daily now that I wish he would cheat on me again, not that I actually want him to, so I can be rid of him, I’m not sure it’s from pride or hurt.