I need some advice as I’m going out of my mind. With my now husband 14 years, married for 7 of those years. Have one child who is on the spectrum and his behaviour does sometimes put a strain on our relationship. I’ve been unhappy for a few years now. Husband is lazy round the house, lacks a romantic or considerate bone in his body. He’s always out I’m always left at home. I have recently been having thoughts and feelings for his friend. I’m 99% sure they aren’t reciprocated, he probably doesn’t even know and I’m not the type to cheat. He’s everything I wish my husband was. I think I’m just fantasising about what could be. I texted this friend (nothing bad, just a friendly chat) and I feel guilty and like a fool for even texting. I don’t know what to do. I can’t speak to my husband he’s childish and won’t react well. I come from a broken home and I don’t want that for my son. Feels like the only option is to bury my feelings and unhappiness. Am I alone, has anyone else felt like this?