Hello , basically last Saturday me and my boyfriend of a year broke up, we were extremely toxic towards one another , me especially after going through 2 miscarriages in 4 months I took a lot of my grief out on on my partner and was just not a nice person to be around , I wanted him to be happy. Fast forward to the night after he sleeps with his ex, the same person who wished death on one of our unborn babies, he tells me because he thinks there’s a way of us getting back together however at this point all I can feel is betrayal , I feel betrayed at the fact that he slept with someone who said that , who has made My life a living hell. I did the worst thing possible and to get revenge I also slept with my ex, I know it was stupid of me. The point of this is just how do you get over a betrayal and a break up , I feel like I’m grieving someone who is still alive , I can’t come to terms with it being over and the fact that we won’t be together forever , any advice appreciated , I wanted to try and fix the relationship however he has a child with her so he would have to see her all the time which would make things difficult and he has now told me he doesn’t see us forgiving one another so it’s done for good 😢