Okay, this is hard for me to write. I have been with my DH for nearly 30 years (met when I was a teenager and he was in his mid twenties. We have two kids, Aged two and eight. We both adore them. My DH has never had a high sex drive. Always blamed myself...i.e. felt I was never attractive enough, even though I have been considered very attractive in my time. DH always maintained that he felt inadequate because he thought I was too beautiful. Anyway recently he keeps on going on about a mum at my DC school. I feel so terrible. I know I am overweight and feel old and ugly. Mourning the loss of my youth and prettiness. I can't understand how he hardly showed interest in me sexually in all of these years, but now he is like a dog on heat whenever he sees this woman. Feeling so distraught right now. What should I do?