Hi guys I just needed to put my feelings into words so sorry if people have been seeing my posts before I split from my ex last year he was violent to me for years I put up wiv it made it work as was bought up with you stay married etc . Anyway even after the abuse I would have taken him back had a year of days where I begged him for him to laugh in my face now he as shacked up with a family friend like a knife in my heart but also feelings now dead for him looking for any advice or experience as rd of healing ahead and realising no one as the right to hit me no matter what .