Leaving Abusive Relationship

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I haven't been the same person since I left my abusive relationship two years ago and we also lost a baby girl at 20 weeks in that relationship. I was such a happier person before I met him. We are finished two years now and I'm still feeling like I'm stuck in a rut. Overthinking everything, one day I'm ok next I'm not, my old friends have stopped speaking to me and instead of moving on and not letting it bother me I'm overthinking why they don't speak to me? And wanting to move away because they live near me? They don't intimidate or harass me in any way, I just wish I had the confidence to walk past with my head held high. Could these feelings be due to my old relationship? Losing my confidence? Sorry it's long, I'm just trying to piece together what I might be feeling.

Sounds a bit drastic wanting to move away from you? Is there more to that story?
Maybe look at getting some counselling to help with your feeling and anxieties? It helped me a lot. I had hypnotherapy too as I was really struggling and that helped me massively!! You have nothing to be ashamed of! You've done amazing to leave him and the courage and strength that must of took already shows you how strong you are! Hope you see that soon! Xx

I was bullied growing up in school. To the point where if I spoke to people I just felt like I was annoying them. Fell pregnant very young. Went through an abusive relationship I just keep thinking it's due to everything I've been through. My feelings I would describe as feeing nervous, nervous to even go to the shop, my self confidence has knocked because my ex used to call me ugly and I wasn't good enough. Don't get me wrong I have good friends, and people who love me, but why am I worrying about the ones who don't? When I know I shouldn't?