Been seeing this man just over 12 months. He messages every day several times. As far as I know we bubbled for the lock downs. He's recently been unwell with a prostate infection so sex has been off the table but he hasn't wanted to meet up just for company. Last weekend he knew I was child free and just said it was a shame he was broken.
A few times in the past I have suggested meeting up for coffee or a walk but he's had a reason he couldn't.
Penny gas finally dropped and I feel a fool now. Thought he was interested in me but clearly he isn't.
I need to end it but the thought of being lonely is making me feel a bit sick tbh.
I just want to disappear from his life, no row or conflict.