I reported my ex partner on 4th feb for sexually abusing me on numerous occasions three of those occasions was 6th June last year and 3rd and 4th Jan this year, a week later I did my video interview of what happened and as much detail that I could and yesterday the police officer in my case rang me at lunch time to say that they 're not carrying on with the case as there is no t enough evidence and that when my ex had his interview he denided it even though I had recorded in my journal them 3 dates and a text messages between myself and my ex on 1st Sept last year confronting him and th at police know that he been reported for sexual abuse a number of times previously by other people. It took me along time to have the courage to even tell anyone about it let alone report it to the police as I felt it was my fault it happened and that maybe I did something to deserve it. I feel like my heart has been ripped out knowing that he got away with it again and that I'm angry , hurting and feel completely let down by the justice system that he walking around free while I'm going to have to live with what he did to me for rest of mylife.