Hi, been dating my bf for 11 months now, coming to a year. In the first few months of dating, he was texting his ex.
He asked if she missed him and was in love with him etc. I was very upset, but decided to give him a chance.
I have tried so hard. He does make me happy and said I make him happy.
But there is a part of me that feels so sad when I think about what he did.
Them first few months were the happiest for me. I remember him telling me how much he liked me and wanted to be with me but he was texting his ex.
Fast forward all these month and I feel sad about it. I feel disappointed. I feel let down by the man he was.
Now I feel guilty thinking all this about him and I feel like I’m a bad person.
I don’t know why I feel so down or what to do. I just want to be feel happy and secure but I feel like I’m second best.