After 2 husbands abusive in different ways and two awful divorces when the marriages started so well I find I just can't trust men any more. I've always made a big effort in my marriages.
I haven't met a single man worth a light apart from a couple of gay friends.
I don't need a barrage of crap about how rubbish I am, I have had that from men, I wondered if anyone else feels they will never have another relationship because they can't trust a man and intend to spend their old age alone.
I had no father either, he ran off when I was born because he didn't want the responsibility.
They might as well be another species, I get much more pleasure from my relationship with my cats than I do from any man.
I only knew three decent men in my entire life, my grandfather and two uncles, all the rest have been gropers or porn obsessed lazy, poor hygiene, sex obsessed monsters.
I have no trust left, I've given up. I look good, I have a nice house, job, pensions, I'm a nice person yet I cannot meet a decent, honest man.