So i need some advice me and my husband have been having a rocky relationship for a while and ive had my newborn 5 months ago.
I was going through the draws and found an old phone of mine which husband used for some while after i got a new one. As it wasnt being used for a month or more i thought maybe il clean the history and sell it. Its in good condition. Anyways Come to see that husband has been watching so much porn. He knows i dont agree with it.
We only have sex once a month, as he continuously keeps telling me hes tired after work. Even affection is not there.
Hes lied to me in the past of where he goes, often used to come home early mornings i.e 5am etc but that all stopped. I feel so shit and crap because i feel like every relationship has its own boundaries and i certainly dont agree with porn and he knows that. I feel like it gives them unrealistic hope with the partner and also were my self esteem is low, and in general dont feel sexy within myself.
He keeps his phones glued to himself and its making me question everything
Hes told me today im probably cheating myself that's why i keep having issues with him. Wth