Threatening words

[Fuckmyliferightnow]

Tonight I tried to ask my exdp if he would consider moving out temporarily, whilst I get better, because I'm struggling.
I was met with rage and threats if I take his child away.
He went out, he will come back soon so I've decided to call the police in the morning to log the threat and I will be calling Women's Aid.

I'm at an all time low and want to find a place of my own with DC.
Ex won't accept it and says I've manufactured this whole thing so I can cut him out, which I really am not, I want to live nearby so Dc and he can have a relationship still.

I'm doubting myself so much.
He said some scary stuff on top of his usual blaming and put downs.

Keep on with your plans
He is weak and without any real power.

I'm terrified and it feels too real. It's like I can't bear to go through with it, but I have to because what he said was very scary.

Can you let a family member know now...just in case.

Yes I've spoken to family and a friend.

Is there a reason you have to wait till the morning to ring the police? If he's threatening you and you're afraid, call them now.

Because I wanted to wait til he was out for work, then I know he can't come back.
I don't want him to come back whilst I was on the phone.
I also want to speak to women's aid in the morning.

Also I have cancer and my exhaustion is like nothing else. I can't cope with it all, I'm physically and emotionally drained.