I hate it! And I will admit and accept that it is my worst trait. I also know that it is irrational!!
I am just SO jealous at the thought of my boyfriend and his previous ex girlfriends. I know it is irrational and he is with me now, and that is all that matters, but my god, it is true when they say that Scorpio women are jealous and possessive lovers haha
Every now and then (mostly when he is drunk) his ex's will come up in conversation. His best friend (who is a C**K!!!!) seems to derive pleasure from openly comparing me to my boyfriend's ex's too which doesn't help.
I try to tell myself that it is because he is "mine" so to speak and nobody likes the thought of what is theirs being somebody else's. I have never and would never act on it, and I truly know that deep down this is irrational, but I just hate it, I can literally talk myself into a state of tears over it and at the very least a foul mood!!
Why am I like this? Have any of you ever been here, and what did you tell yourself to get better??
Please be kind. I know this is irrational and I KNOW it isn't his problem. Thank you x